Quincy's Unseen Skin - A Look Behind Her Aura

Beneath the shimmer of indigo, past the polite masks and surface sparkle, lives Quincy's unseen skin-the layer you can't touch but can't ignore. This podcast isn't about small talk; it's about slipping into the raw frequencies where perception, Scorpio fire, and restless curiosity collide. 

With Scorpio magnetism and ENFP heat, this podcast seduces chaos into clarity, leaving you flushed with truth you can't quite name- but can't stop feeling.

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Hey, it's Quincy. Welcome back to Cocoon After Dark. Guys, I'm so glad you're here because I have got something to talk about. Back in July, I went to a conference called Create and Cultivate, which is amazing. If you are anyone who is a creator, whether it's products, whether it's um, services. Podcasts, alcohol, makeup, beauty products. This is the conference for you. Let's just put it out there right now. But anyway, I was there and they had invited someone to read auras and I had had it done before. And at the time, I don't think I was really that. Interested in it. So I kind of just like took it with a grain of salt and I was like, yeah, woo, woo. I'm not into this kind of stuff. But over the last couple of years, more and more things have been popping up that are making me really pay attention to Aura energy and I don't know that much about it. So correct me if I'm wrong, if you're listening to this and you know much more than I do, I would love, um, some of your feedback from it. But my aura came up. Specifically as indigo. And apparently indigo is isn't just color, right, it's about perception, intuition, the ability to see beyond logic. And it also has a way of of allowing you to have premonitions. And this started when I was like 10. I was riding in the car with my grandmother and I about maybe. 10 or 15 minutes before this particular incident, I had a feeling as I was sitting in the back seat that we were going to get into a car accident, and I was like, that's really weird. Why would I dream we're gonna get into a car accident? Well. 15 minutes later I woke up or about, I don't even know how many minutes it was, but it was quite some time after when I was actually feeling like we were gonna get into a car accident. And I woke up and we certainly had been in one, and I opened my eyes and I can see my grandmother slumped over in the driver's seat. I can't see my brother, and I can just hear weird noises. And I said to myself, if this is real, when I move my thumbs. That will be reality. So my thumbs somehow were in my Levi's five oh ones, um, belt loops, and I wiggled my thumbs and I went, oh my God, this is real. I can't believe I dreamt that. And now here we are. So fast forward many, many times over the last several years, many, many several years, I've had these sorts of premonitions where I. Eventually started telling people the premonition so it wouldn't come true because I was so worried that it would come true, and sadly, it was only about bad things. Well, the most recent time it happened was Easter, and I'm not a practicing Catholic, but. For some reason we had turned on the tv. I don't even have cable. I honestly don't know how I saw this, but the Pope came on, and it could have been my grandmother and my aunt, because they were very devout Catholics wanting me to see this. The Pope waving from the Vatican. Happy Easter everyone. But as soon as I saw it, I looked at my daughter and I said, oh my gosh, she's gonna die. And if you're following the news at all, two days later, the Pope died and I was pretty freaked out about it. And I looked at my daughter and I said, did you hear the Pope died? And she goes, no, no, it's impossible. And I said, no, it is possible. And she's like, how did you know that? And I said, I don't know. So that was April. Now it's July. I go and I have my Aura reading. And the first thing she says to me after she looks at my Aura picture is, do you have premonitions? And I was like, yeah, I have premonitions. And I gave her the two examples that I gave you guys, and she went into the spiel about, you know, I could jump Quantums and all of these things. I'm thinking to myself, I don't even know what Quantums are. I know it's a TV show, right? Like, what is it Quantum? It's not something I ever really paid attention to. So she says, and your aura is indigo and. So I'm like, okay. So I listened to her and she says, if you start writing down your dreams and you have lucid, if you can get into the state of lucid dreaming, you can actually jump quantums, meaning that you can change or bring. Change through those dreams. So let me give you some background. I wrote, some notes. So instead of me just monologuing it here, let me give you something. So when indigo is strong, you're not just thinking, you're not just feeling, you're perceiving, you're downloading entire galaxies of information in a blink, in a touch, and in that silence between words. So that also brings me to. The older I get, the easier it is for me to read people. I can read my kids' friends, I can read their parents. I can read someone calling me on the phone. I can read through very easily through emails that, or voice messages, people leave me on Instagram or just on my phone. And you can feel that fakeness, right? And I'm not saying that it's fake, but it's not that genuinely, I miss you. I wanna chat with you, I wanna hang out with you. I have to share some information with you. It feels really like singular layer, right? There's no depth to it. So let's add that in that on the, um, Myers-Briggs, I'm an ENFP. And an ENFP is an extrovert, intuitive feeling. Uh, what's the P part? Um. Shoot, I can't remember what it is. But anyway, whatever the P part is, but it means I don't just connect, I feel into you. Right. So I know when there's a story that lives under your laughter, I know when your eyes are holding back, I know when your words are polished. And for me, intuition isn't just private. It's like a bridge that I use us to pull us closer. Right? Um, then you're gonna layer that now with a double Scorpio. So it's not one Scorpio, it's two Scorpios. And this is the part of me that just doesn't want connection. It's the part that wants intensity. Like I'm not talking about drama. That's not the kind of intensity I'm talking about. I'm talking about when I ask you a question, I want you to go deep. But then I also want that reciprocated, and I want you to let me go deep. And a lot of times I feel like when I give out those questions and when I ask those questions, people ramble on about themselves and themselves and themselves, but then they never reciprocate that. So I never get to go deeper with them. They probably think they're going deeper with me, which, and I know they do, but because I'm not getting to give back to them, it's really. Stays at surface level. And I know tons about you now, but it doesn't mean anything to me because I wasn't able to share it back to you. So Scorpio energy is erotic, right? It's magnetic, it's transformative. It says come close, prepared to be changed and. Um, the clarity sometimes collides with Scorpio hunger, right? Sometimes I see too much. I feel too much. I want too much, but there's an alchemy in that power and that's what makes conversations deep with me. Like I'll be on a plane flying somewhere and by the time we get off the plane, the person that's sitting next to me that is like literally. Run me ragged through the flight, right? Because they're telling me their entire life story says to me as we exit the plane or, or whatever. I feel like I've known you my whole life. I feel like you're my best friend. I feel like you could be my daughter. You know, things like this. And I'm just like. Wow, this is intense because all I want to do is get on the fucking plane and read my magazine, because I do like to buy magazines in the airport. Like that is my ritual. I get to the airport, I find the magazine that I wanna read, and I read every single article front to back by the time I land. It's just something that I like to do. That way people can see that I'm involved in something and they don't necessarily interrupt you, and sometimes they don't care and they just talk anyway. So you've got this indigo aura, you've got ENFP, you've got double Scorpio, and on the Enneagram, I'm a seven now. Maybe for people that like use all of this and plus tarot cards and everything else. I sound like a shit show and I probably do, but my shit show is so much fun and I mean so much fun. I do not regret very many things and I definitely don't regret that I say yes to a lot of things. You could, that makes it sound like I'm a big, huge risk taker, which I'm not. Um, I'm a risk taker, but not a huge risk taker. I will try lots of things. I will do lots of things. I will end things on like in one second and start something new five seconds later. Like that is just how my brain operates. I like the spontaneity of things, but as an Enneagram, I'm an adventurer, right? I seek joy, freedom, and play. People think that sevens run from pain, but indigo, obviously, it keeps me honest, right? It doesn't let me bypass all the shadows. And it's why I can hold these deep, heavy truths and still laugh in the same breath, right? Like, I've had some really, really, extremely bad shit happened to me in my life. And I think that if I wasn't. As multi-layered as I am, I would probably be. It committed on a 51 50. I'm not kidding you, because things were just bad. And I'm not saying that as a badge of honor or for pity or anyone to feel sorry for me. I'm just saying that I got through those things and I still wake up every day going, yes, it's another day, and I'm smiling and I'm excited and I make plans and I take care of myself, work out, eat right, you know, do all the things that I can do to stay living as long as possible. So. While I can hold heavy truths and laugh in the same breath, I can also talk about shadows. I still crave, you know, champagne and dance floors and spontaneous flights at sunrise, but I also know that being real means that I move through the world by instinct and not by instruction. So it means I draw people in, not necessarily with logic, but with presence. I can feel you when I walk into the room and sometimes. It sucks because I walk into a room and I don't feel anything like not a thing, and the more I tune into this, I realize that that's when I should just turn around and leave. On a very, very rare, rare occasion, I'm surprised when something a little bit smaller happens where there was absolutely nothing. You know, like I get the name of somebody that I need. Needed for a reference or a possible, you know, connection to podcast guesting or what, what have you. Um, but my, my truth is something I embody. And when you look at, when you look at auras, right, and there's many of them, let me read from the little book right quick, all the different colors. So if you've never had it done, there is red, orange, yellow, green. Blue, indigo, violet, pink, turquoise, white, gold, and silver. So there's a lot of chick going on in there. The other colors that stood out in mine were turquoise and, excuse me, purple or violet. Um, yeah, violet.'cause purple isn't, isn't the choice, but purple is. I mean, violet rather is the color of the crown, the gateway to higher self and divine guidance. Blue is the color of communication, clarity, and energetic honesty. And then there's some pink, and the pink is. The soft power, the kind that heals, connects and opens the heart without force. So if you get this done, like literally, you're gonna learn a lot about yourself. I hope that there's someone out there that wants to come on and share more about color meaning and the aura, because your aura can change, right? It can change based on. Who you're hanging out with, what kinds of things that you practice in your daily life, your gratitude, your um, thankfulness. Which, you know, can be two same things, but I also think they can be absolutely separate because I think gratitude is that deep, deep feeling of appreciation and um, peace with choices and places and people that you're with. Whereas thanks is wow, I'm thankful that I get to eat, you know, this great salad for lunch. Right. Those are completely different things, but I just wanna wrap up there. I hope that you guys enjoyed this, learned a little bit more about me, look into AA therapy, Ora readings if you will. Um, and I can't wait to hear what you think, so send me a little note and I look forward to following us on Cocoon After Dark. We drop new episodes every Wednesday, and you'll have a great rest of your day. Bye.